Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Old Friends

It makes me sad when i see you.

I barely have words.

I wish i could make your decisions for you sometimes, but i know its not my place.

I hope you can forgive me for not loving you like i know i should, but it is so hard.

Jesus died on the cross and the only thing he asked of us was to love one another and love the father. Why cant I do it? I think its because when i am around you i start feeling sad. angry. hurt. confused. lonely.

God- give me strength to be with the friends i miss so dearly. Help me to not judge the things I don't understand.

Dear old friend- You will never read this, I am almost sure, but I do Love you and I am sorry if I don't show it. Please know that i miss you.

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